Oh, wait that's next week

"Hi, puppy. Hi, cutie. Hi, baby. Oh, wait, that's next week." ~words spoken by Dave on Monday after I got home from work.

Next week! Can you beleive it? I honestly can't even fathom it. I can read about what's going to happen, listen to others and their experiences, watch videos of what's to come, but I still can't wrap my mind around it. My entire life is going to change. On top of that, I am bringing a LIFE into the world; not just a baby, but an actual life which is a start to another forever. Dave's and my forever.

Yesterday was my last day of work. I was there until a little after 7 making sure everything was ready for my replacement. As I took all the rest of my Disney Princess stuff down, it just seemed routine until I approached my car with all the stuff in my hands. Without warning, tears welled up in my eyes. I opened the back door of the 4-runner, put the bag into the back seat (next to the car seat base) to find tears pouring out of my eyes. It was one of those cries that I didn't even see coming. Driving away from the office, the tears turned into a full out sobbing hysteria. I'm pathetic! However, I think it just shows how imporant my job is to me, which is a good thing that I love what I do so much. This isn't the end necessarily, but even if I do return in three months, I will be a different person. I will be a mommy.